How amazing would a shower like this be though 😍 omg I wish 🙌🏻
You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.
I wanted to be where nobody I knew could ever come.
I’m caught between trying to live my life, and trying to run from it.
accompanied by the starless night sky, and that lonely burning cigarette that lit its last companion, watching that flying insect floating about in bleak indifference, or is it the bleak me who sees black in everything the universe offers so pitifully, i despise you, such a black compelling lie everyone worships in abstract failure.
words, such a betraying close friend, but how often we find them, or rather stumble upon them, so weak, i’ve became, could stand neither breathe, could think neither dream.
i miss the old spirit, defiled by the humanly sins, yet keeps floating in the pinky dreams, its only disappointment is to die in vain.
no mistakes are made but our very selves, we are the only flaw and mistake, everything else is correct.
so terrifying for others to through that truth, insane? perhaps, yet what is insanity but a pathetic excuse to destroy the different, i am a psychopath, a sociopath, a mad man, and everything else you fear…
But I tried, didn’t I? Goddamnit, at least I did that.